so sorry

"sorry seems to be the hardest words"

fellas, let me tell you something about 'how nice to have a silent killer friend'. it is not stroke or another heart attack for skinny people. it is not a flash in the shiny daylight.

it is about, how she kills me with her silent untrue.

oke, i forgive all her mistakes. but, she doesn't get the lessons. she covered up her fable story, no wonder she lies.

no regret, not even a word. i just try to be patient.

but now, sorry dear. i am so sorry, i can't be a God. i can not keep my view of you. sorry.

short message

seems that my commitment is useless. this week, my week, my hard-days. somehow, thanks God for this blessings. another day another world, i'm trying always and ever to be better.

If you could get rid of yourself just once,
The secret of secrets would open to you.
The face of the unknown, Hidden beyond the universe.
Would appear on the mirror of your perception.
–Mawlana Jalaluddin Rumi-

Face The Truth All Alone

As night becomes the dawn. In the silence, I thought I heard you crying. And I just feel like dying.

You know it hurts me when you lie. Sometimes it even makes me cry. 'Cause I'm so in love with you. If you don't believe what I have said. Take a look, my eyes are red. 'Cause I'm so in love with you.

Is this some kind of dream? This can't be what it seems. Where are you, where are you???

But all those sleepless night in bed. When you've been out somewhere instead. I wonder if you care and cannot bear the proof. I'm out here all alone. What am I supposed to do?

I am praying that you'll be waiting for me. Just roll the dice and you'll see. Cause I'll be waiting there. I hope you understand. I just can't lose control. This is my heart and soul.

Can't you see, can't you see. The perfect alibies. Just give it one more try

I wonder where you go, but daren't expose the proof. But all the nights when you have said. You must be somewhere else instead. But all the nights you don't show up. I know it's time I should grow up, ask you if you care, you stand and stare aloof.

It hurts too much to face the truth
To face the truth
To face the truth

Instead I chose to publish the truth, I believe a more beneficial deterrent to a fraud.

***from any internet sources.